Hitting a Break Point

Well, I had a weekend off sick. The time has come to put things in motion. Health concerns pushed up my timetable for what was discussed prior.

I am seeking support to be able to undertake freelance work. The first project would be to finally close out the Outernet/Othernet research work to get it submitted. Beyond that there would be technical writing as well as making creative works. Some of that would involve creating “digital library” collections but also helping others create print works instead.

Who could I help/serve? Unfortunately we have plenty of small, underfunded groups in my town. The American Red Cross no longer maintains a local office and the Salvation Army has no staff presence locally. Our county-owned airport verges on financial collapse and multiple units of government have difficulty staying solvent. There are plenty of needs to cover as long as someone had independent financial backing.

Besides, I owe some edits of Xubuntu documentation too.

It isn’t like “going on disability” as it is called in American parlance is immediate let alone simple. One of two sets of paperwork has to eventually go into a cave in Pennsylvania for centralized processing. I wish I were kidding but that cave is located near Slippery Rock. Both processes are backlogged only 12-18 months at last report. For making a change in the short term, that doesn’t even exist as an option on the table.

That’s why I’m asking for support. I’ve grown tired of spending multiple days at work depressed. Showing physical symptoms of depression in the workplace isn’t good either especially when it results in me missing work. When you can’t help people who are in the throes of despair frequently by their own fault, how much more futile can it get?

I set the goal on Liberapay lower than what I get now. While it would be a pay cut, I’d still be able to pay the bills. It is time to move to doing something constructive for society instead of merely fueling the machinery of government. For as often as I get asked how I sleep at night, I want to move past the answer being “terribly”.

The relevant Liberapay page is here. Folks like Pepper & Carrot use it. If the goal can be initially met by December 7th, I would be ready for the potential budget snafu at work like the three we already had at the start of the year.

I just look forward to some day being able to talk about doing good things instead of having to be cryptic due to security restrictions.